Healing Journeys with Audrey Hope

Rich Bennett 0:00
Thanks for joining the conversation. I am joined by my lovely co-host, Wendy Beck today. And we had the privilege of hosting a truly transformative guest hailing from Los Angeles. Audrey Hope is not just a spiritual therapist, but a soul healer with revolutionary techniques. She delves deep into the very essence of the soul, addressing aspects from this life to past lives, and even touching upon soul contracts and karma. Aldridge's profound understanding of spirituality, relationships and healing has made her a sought after addiction counselor and relationship expert. Her philosophy that loves true equation is one plus one equals one showcases her belief in the unity and oneness in relationships. So without further ado, let's dive deep into a conversation with the insightful Audrey Hope. How you doing, Audrey? 

Audrey Hope 0:56
I love it. I love being meeting you. You two have already inspired me with your goodwill and nature and helping others. It's so nice in this time period. Really needed. Good. Yeah. Well, good. Voices of hope. My God, Do we need it? 

Wendy Beck 1:16
Yeah, we do need it. And I'm interested because you know what you're talking about. What you do is specialize in relationships. Is that. What? Is that What? 

Audrey Hope 1:26
Well, it's. I think of it like a one stop shop. I had to come up with, like, relationships, addiction, soul healing, whatever someone needed, because I really wanted to help them at the root. 

Wendy Beck 1:40
Right. 

Audrey Hope 1:40
So I think, yeah, I don't think it's something I do. 

Wendy Beck 1:45
I think my own personal experience with it, it will destroy relationships. 

Audrey Hope 1:54
Oh, will it? Are you kidding? And we always It's funny you say that, Wendy, because we always end up talking about relationship healing. It always comes down to that. So you could come in with addiction, but here we are in the relationship category. So you're right, It's it's very important. And it's I definitely had to become an expert in it because it was so needed. 

Wendy Beck 2:19
I remember a friend telling me, you know, at one point she was very insightful, She's very insightful woman. But she told me, she said, Really all that matters are our relationships. And from the time that she told me that until like today, here and now, it it really is. It's, it's what connects us and it's what makes us who we are. It's how we have deep, intimate relationships. So tell me, tell me, how. 

Audrey Hope 2:46
Is something spiritual, which is soul, which is the relationship with ourself? Okay, you do healing. It comes down to the relationship with the self. I always say it's not what other people do to us. It's what we do to ourselves because of it. So it's like we think our parents abandoned us. People do things to us that really mess us up, right? They did this, my mom did this. But then it really comes down to what happened to you because of it. Like if you had a critical mom or critical dad, you're critical of yourself. And that's the part of healing at the root, which I love to get to, which is when you stop abandoning yourself and you have a great relationship with yourself and if you do that good self esteem the way you treat yourself, then you can have a good relationship with with someone else. But you cannot ask someone else to fill that donut hole. Right, right, right. But if you self that's why I mean the one this one, you feel it yourself, then you're good to go into a really good, healthy relationship. 

Wendy Beck 3:52
And I'm sure that you working in the addiction treatment world, you're going to have these people come in and talk to you every day. I mean, I can't imagine that there's not one person that is struggling with addiction that has not it has not affected every relationship in their life. So now here they are like like the chicken before the egg or the egg before the chicken. Okay. So now I have addiction. But no, seriously, he's laughing at me. But like. 

Rich Bennett 4:20
I just I'm sorry. I just. 

Audrey Hope 4:22
Never like word. 

Rich Bennett 4:23
Analogy. 

Audrey Hope 4:24
Of. 

Wendy Beck 4:24
The relationship that broke us, created the addiction which made us, you know, torture ourselves. And now we need to get to the other side of it. So, you know, this is something that I'm all about. I want to know all about it. 

Audrey Hope 4:42
I do. Yeah. And I call it soul healing, right? To get to the root or the root of the soul because something happens to us. And I've researched this for so long, like, where does it happen? Well, it happens around age five, six, seven. That's that's where it happens. Really. And then what do you do if it's not healed? You just repeat it and then you marry that issue and that's what happens of you. I like to track things because I just don't want to heal it because then you'll just have to come back again. Now we're going to rehab. You just have to come back again, right? So you got to get it at its root where you lost yourself. So I track it and it's really interesting to track what happened to you as a soul and how that manifests in life. And when I started, it was a new thing, a new piece of the pie, soul healing. People laughed at me, but but I didn't care because I knew I was really on to something. And now it's more accepted. But I'm not so much into psychology as I am into the energy of healing, bringing you back into your self. And there's so many ways to do that. Yeah. 

Rich Bennett 5:59
How is it that you actually got into this? 

Audrey Hope 6:01
Audrey 

We don't have enough time and okay, we go New Yorker. Okay, New Yorker. I worked in a clothing store when I got out here, wanted to move to California, and I started to, you know, dress women when they came into the clothing store. And I started to see, oh, nobody likes themselves. This is really bad. 

Rich Bennett 6:27
Wow. 

Audrey Hope 6:28
Is it really one person like themselves? And she was like a size 16. And I'm like, wow. I mean, everybody thought they were too fat, not this too old. And I said, it really affected me. And I said, I'm going to do something about this. And I started to track it to the way we're told in our society, in our culture, in our history. His story. I mean, what's happened to women? It's happening again. And it I said, I got to tell women that brainwashed that started a TV show back in the day, real women positive role models for women. Because I'm like, if I could do the show, just hold up a sign you're brainwashed. Do you know it? That's where I was. But then it developed. Wow. Well thing and that's how it started. But it also when the women came in, they started asking me for advice and the healing thing. I was always healing myself. I just always wanted I think there's like a still small voice within we know supposed to do, but we're all so distracted that we don't get to it. But I've always known that I'm in a lot of development to do really things like this, revolutionary things. I've always known it, so it kind of started that way. And then I surrendered to it and I ended up working in a rehab and I ended up making a lot of progress with people. You use the word transformation. It's about not holding your issues right like a pocketbook. I think like you don't want to hold your bag and go like, okay, here, I brought my issues. Well, why are you in healing? And you still have the issues. You got to burn them, get rid of them. You don't keep them and say, hi, these are my issues. If you're doing real healing work, you're burning them and discarding them. Right? That's called alchemy, right? Caterpillar to butterfly. So that's what real healing is, a real change. And we need the crap. It's part of the journey, right? It's part of the journey. We don't come in perfect. So you got to be like on the yellow brick road, right? So it's how you change your perspective of it. How did it inspire you to change? I met so many people who came to rehab, who had so much trauma, who became some of the richest people. So they use their trauma for inspiration, right? Tracks. But then they had to go back and heal what happened to them in the schoolyard, in their families. It really fascinating to go beyond what I see, the rational mind. 

Wendy Beck 9:07
And what does that look like? How do you how do you do that? Does it take time? I mean, do you work with someone for long periods of time? Is it something that happens, you know, instantly? I mean, is there any. 

Audrey Hope 9:21
What a great question that is. Like, I would. 

Wendy Beck 9:24
Have like, I'm just curious. 

Audrey Hope 9:27
What a question it really is about what we all have inside of us, the remembrance of what we are. We really are all intuitive. We are very spiritual people of light. And I think I even say now we're going to be find out that we're made of electricity like we are this powerful, but we've been brainwashed into thinking we have to go to someone for our answers, right? So my thing is to get us back to the energy that we already are, which is very intuitive, powerful beings, and we're all into it. Women, especially women's intuition. So to bring that, we don't we, we give our power away. So I do a lot of work with energy, right? Like you think that you broke up with someone and you signed the divorce papers and you're good to go. But what about the energy? Gawd, there's still there, there, there's still following you in your bedroom. All right, You got to cut those energy cords. How people are still attached, energetic, while you everybody knows they have them. It's incredible. I have not had anyone who had a problem seeing it. You just close your eyes and you go. I go, Where's the cord? And they go, Oh, it's here and there. It is the. 

Wendy Beck 10:40
Simple and. 

Audrey Hope 10:41
Oh yeah, it really is that simple. As a matter of fact, healing is very simple. It really is. You just have to have the right technician to do to do that. 

But we have hooks, chains and cords that that that keep us bonded to people. And we have to cut them because we're attached. So energy, What where did you give your energy away and who took it? People suck our energy right there. Yes. Psychic vampires. Mm hmm. You have relatives that do this, right? So you got to be able to look at that and not allow it. So you have to train people to take care of their computer, right? Oh, you felt good. But then your aunt came in and you don't feel good. Oh, something happened energetically. So I make people very aware of their energy body and how to reboot like their computer and how to stay like a tree across so they know when their energy was is taken. So the whole thing with drugs is about I really think that it's so funny that drugs could be a way into spirituality, but it really is. I call it an invitation to ascend because you're there, you're on your knees, but now you get to do the work. So my perspective is so different. It's like it's a chance to really become enlightened. 

Wendy Beck 12:14
Hmm. And you do you do this at the rehab where you work. 

Audrey Hope 12:18
And I've been doing it for a really long time. 

Wendy Beck 12:20
Yeah. Okay. 

Audrey Hope 12:22
And, you know, when you when you start to have real success, you go, Well, what is that? I didn't. I didn't learn that in school, you know. But you asked what what inspires. It's it's like you with what you to do you're inspired by your passion to help, right? Yes. So that's what it is. You got to be committed to something that speaks to your heart. So that's where it all begins. The commitment to something that you really want to do and then nothing will stop you. Right? 

Rich Bennett 12:56
Right. 

I ain't going to let anything stop me. I'm going to keep on going. 

Audrey Hope 13:00
See, And that's that energy thing inside of you that's pain loving. That's that's a soul thing. Yeah, right. You know, so you got to you got to motivate addicts to find a reason to to want to give it up. Because drugs really do a lot of things. Honestly, they really do. They help us stop being the most up the monkey mind. They certainly help with trauma. 

If you're traumatized, they help you. 

Wendy Beck 13:35
Yes. 

Audrey Hope 13:36
Really? Honestly. And you have to honor that. Like instead of the shame. I'm really against the shame of addiction and the guilt. What religion does to us is make us feel guilty. And that's just as dangerous as the drugs. Yeah. Oh, yeah, Yeah. 

Rich Bennett 13:55
And a lot of people will make you feel guilty as well. 

Audrey Hope 13:58
Yes, but if you're not allowing it. Hmm. 

Wendy Beck 14:04
Well, a lot of this is is learned behavior and a lot and we're not taught, you know, you can be intuitive and kind of pull from your gut and heal yourself like, I mean I kind of did with the organization and helping women. I felt like, you know, I was very my energy was very my vibration was very, very high. When my daughter was struggling, it was almost like I was struggling. I was struggling with her in a different way. But like, I'm not in recovery, but I feel like I have been through the the thick of it in a way that like my connection with her, with the with the energy. I know this probably is just going to sound just so convoluted right now, but like, 

like I almost could feel her dying if I could say that. Do you know what I mean? Like, I you know, I, I was so entangled and co-dependent and and it was it was it was a lot. I mean, and it spanned, like ten years, like, you know, of of my life and her life. So I get the energy piece. But like, not everyone learns how to heal. Like they don't. How do you help someone heal when they're not taught? 

Rich Bennett 15:32
She's got ten keys, don't you, Audrey? 

Audrey Hope 15:35
I got lots of keys. What do you mean? I just. I just want to say something spiritually speaking, we are not responsible, truly, to save anyone's life. I don't know if you ever read the Gibran poem. Our children are not our children. They come through us. But not. It's a beautiful, wonderful response. What I mean, really, honestly, from a soul perspective, we are here in Earth School to learn and people play many parts for us. So the truth is, from a soul perspective, your daughter could have come in to inspire your healing. It's just a because she could have look what's happened to you since she passed. The problem is you feel responsible, like, Oh my God, you know, I could have saved her, right? That's a thing when we look at death, Right? But the truth is the soul makes a decision when to leave, and we really can't. We can inspire, we can invite, but we really can't save anybody. And we have to understand that everyone's on their own path. And that's so. So when you say how you you teach the manual on how it works from a soul level, and it's it's very revolutionary to have a soul perspective to go beyond and then look down, okay, why did I go through this? Why did this happen on a higher level? And to understand where souls in continuous life and, you know, we're here to learn. So in that I just want to say that's what happens. People go into a hospital and they sometimes sit with the person who's about to pass and then they go out for a soda and they go, Oh my God, I feel so bad. I miss. But the truth is that soul, they wanted to pass when you weren't there. Like, there's so many things spiritually that you need to know. And I've had really fantastic teachers who really taught me about the soul and how it works. So I try to give that the new perspective, you know? So like an addict comes in and feels or a mother comes in, she's so upset over something. It's important to to give these new concepts so that you could have freedom, 

you know? So there's a lot there. And what you said. 

But back to the question, how you teach a new set of laws like for self esteem, that's what I call like self sovereignty, like self-esteem is every addict has a every person has a problem with self-love. Everyone across the board, especially men. 

Rich Bennett 18:32
I agree with you 110%. 

Audrey Hope 18:35
I've learned to working with men is a lot of insecurity. But men don't talk about it because they're not free to talk about it, right? Except when they come in for addiction healing, then they do some of the work they need to do. But our society doesn't give men a chance. They really don't. They? You have to be brave and strong and fix things. So I hope that lightens up a little bit in years to come. But self esteem you you teach new boundaries, right? I will never allow anyone to take my power. I will never allow myself to to put a man above me as a woman, you know. So there are certain laws of living that are really powerful to begin the healing 

right with women that are abused. While I will never let anyone abuse me again. Right. Right. Mhm. That's where you start. 

Rich Bennett 19:30
Yeah. 

Audrey Hope 19:31
Because you know. Yeah. And then what happens with trauma is you blame yourself right. You blame yourself sometimes. 

Rich Bennett 19:40
Yeah. 

Audrey Hope 19:41
Somebody else gets away with it because you're sitting there blaming yourself. But guess what? That's a technique of survival. You're a little kid. What are you going to do when everyone's messed up? I'll you make a sole decision, I'll. I'll just become the best I can be and blame everything on myself. That's like a thing that has to be looked at, too. 

Rich Bennett 19:59
So, yeah, a lot of people find shame in even talking about it. 

Audrey Hope 20:04
And I yeah, what was shameful that you had trauma and you try to survive it? Duh. 

Rich Bennett 20:10
I think when you talk about it, it definitely helps out a lot. Without a doubt. 

Wendy Beck 20:15
Well then have people out the door to realize that you're not alone, that everybody's going through something. Mm. 

Audrey Hope 20:23
Right. But the responsibility that we feel when we have a child that we say when they bring the baby, they bring a bag of killed 

baby, and here's all the guilt that comes with oh, and here's the oh, here's karma, too. We'll give you some. Like, what did you think when you had the baby? That it was just going to be easy peasy 

thing is a thing and as was addicts with the with them the parents that come in. Oh, and they come from good families and their kids are out doing heroin. Like, what do they do? They can enable it anymore. They can enable anymore. They have to somehow let it go. And in a lot of ways, because they they try and try and it's not working. 

Wendy Beck 21:13
Well, that's a hard that's a hard place to be, honestly. And I'm not saying that we think that we can cure them, but we also don't want to abandon them either. So you have the you know, the what's it called, tough love, you know, scenario that used to be a big thing. And then it was, you know, breaking the stigma and then no more shame. And like all of these things kind of like are conflicting. You know, you can't have tough love and unconditional love, you know, an enabling and all of these things wrapped up together because, you know, it's a very confusing time. So that's what I was saying. You know, it it destroys relationships. It destroys a relationship with yourself. You know, you want you want your child to get better. And they're not and you're not getting better either because they're not getting better. So there's that codependency that that kind of lingers, you know, And then after she passed, then you have trauma and you have fear, and then you project that fear on the other people who are not doing the same thing, but you don't know how to separate the hurt and the trauma from, you know, what you've experienced. And then you ruin relationships with other people. And I am speaking from experience, you know what I mean? 

Audrey Hope 22:33
So like, as you're speaking, I would think that I would also go back into your childhood and figure out where it began here. Like what it was with you, because your daughter really set you out on an amazing journey of healing yourself. And you might not have wanted to do this, but yet it did do that, right? 

Wendy Beck 23:04
I mean, yes, sometimes. 

Audrey Hope 23:06
So in some ways it's a gift, as weird as it sounds. And it's a gift now you're sharing with other people. But that's the way it works. It's like Shakespeare. All the world's a stage and all the men and women have their exits and entrances, right? They play parts for us. So where Here? It depends on what you believe, you see? What are your belief systems about us being here? Do you. Do you think this is a school? Why do you think we're here? Right. And do you believe in karma? What? You know, these are the questions because this is the parts that people play for us. So when you start to understand how it really works on a soul level, there's a lot of peace. 

Hmm. 

Rich Bennett 23:56
Audrey, I. 

Audrey Hope 23:59
Wanted to pause there. Well. 

Rich Bennett 24:02
Because I'm just. I'm just. I'm soaking it all in. I'm soaking it all in. 

Audrey Hope 24:07
What have I. 

Wendy Beck 24:09
Not? I said I am at peace with with everything that happened. And it's it's going to be eight years coming up. And it took me a long time to get to this place. But I also, you know, didn't want her to struggle any more than she already did. If she couldn't get to the other side of, you know, to a sustainable recovery. You know, I don't want to say that this was a better alternative, because I would never say that because, you know, recovery is possible for anyone. But it was also it was killing me. It no doubt was killing me. And I still have residual effects of her addiction in my other relationships with my you know, with my other daughter, you know, with my ex-husband, where, you know, you just those types of things just don't go away very easily. 

Audrey Hope 25:01
Of course, we're not saying that it has to go fast, but there still is something there that is about you and it's showing in everything. So if we ju if we drew a little graph of you and then all the relationships we would see, would you know if you were standing in the spaces. Now sometimes it's the ancestral lines like right now we have a lot of clients who have come from hollow, you know, the Holocaust, their families, their grandparents. It's just interesting. We sometimes get groups of things and there's a thing about the grandchildren. It's like they're holding it and they don't even realize it. So in the end, in healing, you have to look at the ancestral lines of what you're carrying from your family line and then also what you're giving off. So that's an interesting thing would be to look in your family line and see that the strings of that right. What it is. And, you know, and then the question would be, well, what would you need to transform all of this for yourself? Like, how would you answer that question? What would you need for all of this to kind of change? And I'm sure it'd be something that had to do with yourself, like forgive yourself. Mm. You know, and really see what's yours and what isn't yours. That's a big thing. And we don't want to carry people's luggage. 

Wendy Beck 26:34
No, no, no, no. You know. 

Audrey Hope 26:36
Fine. And you can drop yours off. Oh, give me yours too. Right. We cannot do that. And so that could be a root issue for you, you know, taking on people's issues. I don't know if you did that with your mother or your father, but it seems to me, as I'm tuning in a little bit, there's a little bit of that. 

Does that resonate? 

Wendy Beck 26:58
I'm not sure. I'm not sure. I was the my my parents were very young when they had me, so maybe I always felt responsible for everyone, just my personality. I don't know. 

Audrey Hope 27:11
If that's something that's happening now. 

Wendy Beck 27:13
Or that through like I do feel like I'm I'm the person that everyone comes to and I'm responsible. 

Audrey Hope 27:21
For her. 

Wendy Beck 27:22
Right. 

Audrey Hope 27:23
So that's a chance for you to go, No, I'm not doing this anymore, right? I'm not on other people's issues. So that seems to be a theme. You could look at that and go, okay, now it's time for me to heal it. You always want to look at things that repeat. 

Wendy Beck 27:38
Yes. 

Audrey Hope 27:39
I say you can go to therapy for 20 years, but look at the things. Therapy. 

Wendy Beck 27:43
No, I got it. I got it. I think I can retire. 

Audrey Hope 27:46
You know me. It's a mirror. So relationships are a mirror, you know, And you say relationship. Sometimes you say, Well, he did this and she did this. And then you go into marriage therapy and it's a thing where like, well, he you know, it comes like that. But really the question to ask is, how is this problem a mirror for me to look at my issues? So everything's a mirror. 

Wendy Beck 28:12
You know, And that's. 

Audrey Hope 28:13
Why I agreed to hear. 

Wendy Beck 28:14
I do. Yeah, I agree with that. 

Audrey Hope 28:16
How am I, you know, what am I supposed to see? What am I repeating from all of these people? There are these relationships. And that's the secret right there of the mirror, because otherwise you'll just marry the same person or date the same person if you don't get to what it is that you attracted. Right? Because we manifest our issues and what we need to learn. That's a real for state. 

Wendy Beck 28:47
No, I know. I'm trying to reverse. 

Audrey Hope 28:49
Oh yeah. There's a different kind of work right now. You are your friend, but you are like, my first husband is. Yeah. There's all this laughing because it's true. You go, Wow, you were blonde and I married a brunette. But yeah, you are awfully similar. 

Rich Bennett 29:14
Oh, God. I'm going to get in trouble. 

Wendy Beck 29:22
Well, I mean, but I honestly think as we as we get older, you know, maybe not everyone we do learn these things. You know, we kind of get better. At least I strive for personal, you know. 

Audrey Hope 29:37
Wonderful. We have a lot of older people in rehab right now. 

Wendy Beck 29:42
Yeah. I mean, we have women in our house is that. 

Audrey Hope 29:46
It's like, how did you get away with it? Your whole life 

till you're like 75 and now you're it's like, you know, because you numbed yourself. We understand there's no escape. It's like we're all going to have to work on our issues. Yeah, yeah. And people don't want to. 

Wendy Beck 30:07
So to do that, you work with people through your job or do you have a practice? Okay. 

Audrey Hope 30:16
I love to help people get married. I mean, a thing too is like a lot of clients that want to improve their money situation. Really want to meet some. Yeah, they want to meet somebody. There's always a block. I like to find the blocks and uncork it. Yeah. You also have a relationship to money, huh? You got. You got to figure out like. 

Wendy Beck 30:40
Yes, scarcity. You go. 

Audrey Hope 30:42
To. 

Wendy Beck 30:42
London. 

Audrey Hope 30:43
Well, whatever it is. 

Wendy Beck 30:44
Yeah, Yeah. 

Audrey Hope 30:45
Come up with things like, well, why don't you open the door and invite a dollar bill to sit down and let's talk 

and let's figure out the relationship we have with money. Was it something your father or mother gave you? What? What belief systems do you have around, you know, cash. Mm. And then you got to unblock the, the what's in the way. 

Wendy Beck 31:14
How do you do that. 

Audrey Hope 31:15
By really one person at a time. You know, you sit with them personally and you explore these things. What did your mom teach you about money? What did your dad teach you about money? And you begin. Mm hmm. And then you see what do you remember the first fight they had about money. What was it like growing up? What did you have? A lot of clothes. Were you allowed to go buy things? And there it is. And if you don't get it, you're just going to be manifesting the issues again. 

Wendy Beck 31:48
Which is in deep thought. What was. 

Audrey Hope 31:50
I. 

Rich Bennett 31:50
Am I'm ten. I'm actually sitting here thinkin if I can even remember my parents. But arguing about money, if they did, I'm sure they did it in private away from us kids. Because, I mean, my father worked in Bethlehem Steel, so he was always getting laid off. But he had that entrepreneurial spirit, too, and would always do something I'm just trying to think of. But I do remember times where, you know, I knew we were struggling because one night we would have hot dogs for dinner and the next night it would be hot dog stew the following night. 

Audrey Hope 32:27
So there's probably a thing of like, I have the money and then I don't. 

Rich Bennett 32:32
Yeah. 

Audrey Hope 32:33
And that was the rhythm of how you were raised, right? Yeah. That's something to track to see that. And that could be what's happening now in your in life. I mean, I don't know if you if you want one more abundance, it's good to look at the rhythm of something the way and that's something that, you know like I'm working with someone who had a lot of trauma, but they were shocked in birth. Shocked, everything just shocked. So there's always that rhythm, there's the panic. So sometimes it becomes the rhythm of something. So you have money, You don't. Dad had a lot and then you didn't. And that's it's good to look on that level, too, to see how when you have a lot do you find yourself then in lack after that. Yeah you know it's it's good to look at all these things huh. 

Rich Bennett 33:30
Interesting. 

So I didn't realize you did all that. To quote Art Aldridge, is there anything you don't do? 

Audrey Hope 33:39
I can't draw. You see new landscapes? 

I have absolutely no artistic talent whatsoever. So, yeah, I mean, I draw from I do groups. I have to draw stick figures. 

Rich Bennett 33:55
I can't even draw a stick figure. So, you know, 

I tried to draw a stick figure and my guy has scoliosis. I mean, it's just. 

Audrey Hope 34:04
Yeah, well, then you, you to. Yeah. 

Rich Bennett 34:08
One of the things I wanted to ask you, how do you actually integrate your abilities as a psychic medium into the counseling session sessions, especially when dealing with trauma? 

Audrey Hope 34:20
Oh, yeah. Because it's needed. Like somebody comes in and they just lost. I'm thinking of a specific she lost her son to COVID and was suicidal. And I said, Well, let's look at this and let's help him pass and let's see it. And she was a very spiritual woman. And we looked at things and did some spiritual work. We moved him to an him into the light. And then she felt better. 

Rich Bennett 34:56
Oh, wow. 

Audrey Hope 34:57
I had a case where this client had everything horrible, beautiful, beautiful woman, everything bad that could happen, like the bad luck was just extraordinary trying to track that. I'm like, what could happen that so many bad things could happen to a person so beautiful. Yeah. And I started to say, okay, this is another level. So I kind of tuned in and I felt somebody in the room and I felt it was her grandmother. And it turns out her grandmother taught her black magic. 

Rich Bennett 35:30
What? 

Audrey Hope 35:32
And she was at the effect of everything. Her Yep. And I said, You do? Did your grandmother teach you tricks? And she said, Yes. When I was little, we used to do stuff like that. Well, I said, Well, that's what's happening. It's backfiring. Now. See how she that would never go unless you could go a little higher and look. 

Wow. 

Wendy Beck 35:57
So it was yeah, it was following. 

Audrey Hope 35:59
How your past lives or, you know, things, why you meet someone, you have a feeling like, you know, somebody. 

Rich Bennett 36:06
Yes. 

Audrey Hope 36:07
Yeah. That's kind of like a thing. Like you must have known them before. I don't know why people have such a hard time with these principles when all you have to do is look outside and look at the sun and the moon and the stars, I, I think that's weird. I think the constellations are weird. I think animals are weird. Come on. What's so hard to realize That was that we're soul beings. 

Rich Bennett 36:33
Yeah. Yeah. And I love that stuff because I love. I just. Yeah. Especially if doing a podcast I've always and I know. Well, I got to say, it won't happen. You never know. Like my brother passed. I would love to just sit down and talk to him even though he's not here, but to talk to him. 

Audrey Hope 36:56
Hey, wondering how you can do that? 

Rich Bennett 37:00
Well, I'm sure if I did, to say answer some. 

Audrey Hope 37:03
Or all you have to do is light a candle, sit down and just start talking to him. Do you? Yeah. Or did you ever think that maybe you could ask him to come into a dream? 

Rich Bennett 37:15
Oh, he does all the time. 

Audrey Hope 37:17
And what does he say to you in the dream? 

Rich Bennett 37:21
Same stuff. He when he is alive, he calls me all kinds of cruel names, but he tells me he loves me. 

Audrey Hope 37:27
Okay, well, there's a way, because we move at a third dimension when we sleep. 

Rich Bennett 37:32
Yeah, right. 

Audrey Hope 37:32
We stop thinking when we sleep. Okay, So you can say sometimes you're afraid to come in to your dreams, or you say it's okay. You can come into my dreams. I'm not afraid. And then you could start asking them questions. That's one way to do it. 

Rich Bennett 37:51
You know, I remember for years I always had a hard time sleeping. 

And then, you know, when I started losing loved ones, and especially after my parents and my brother passed, I look forward to actually going to sleep because I know, wow, you know, they're going to be there and I can see him again. It's you always hear to keep the memories. Yeah. The physical things I'm not worried about. It's the memories. 

Audrey Hope 38:22
Incredible, though, that you sleep now knowing that you can see them when you sleep. See? 

Rich Bennett 38:29
Yeah. 

Audrey Hope 38:30
That's like that's like your instincts. 

Yeah. I would work more. Would you? My dreams if I were you. We put something under your pillow, you know, a little something you want to know and slip it under your pillow. And, you know, you could do all these things when you sleep. I mean, did you not know that Einstein and 

even Van Morrison, Music of the Spheres. You heard him speak of the music of the spheres, right? What do you think they're talking about there in between sleeping and waking? Not meditation, because that's like going up a little further, but like, yes, but like the in-between state, you're not quite sleeping. And that's called the hypnotic state. And that's where they would get answers. But these spheres is where Van Morrison talks about like, let's it's like here up above where he taps in to get some of the creative inspiration. 

Wendy Beck 39:30
And I have I have had that happen to me with with things where I will wake up and there's times when I didn't write it down and I don't remember and I specific weekly now I'm like, Oh, I should have wrote that down because it was really important and it has happened, you know, in the formation of the organization. That helps me with writing or or content and that type of stuff. It's not like, you know, life shattering things, but my creative mind hits a different level. A lot of times when I'm sleeping and I, I truly believe that as well. And I've experienced it. 

Audrey Hope 40:11
Have you seen your daughter? The dreams? 

Wendy Beck 40:14
I have. I've had three, three or four dreams where she came into my dreams and they were extremely vivid. And I will never forget them. 

Audrey Hope 40:25
And what did she say to you and. 

Wendy Beck 40:30
She did not speak. They're they're very. They're very, um. They're. They're intense. And I can't really go into them because they're kind of long because they were so detailed. But 

when I woke up, I knew that it was real. 

Audrey Hope 40:53
That's amazing. So keep a little notebook by your bed and write it down. 

Wendy Beck 40:58
This happened when she first passed. I haven't heard anything since then, but they were very symbolic. All of them. Yeah. So they were. They were. 

Audrey Hope 41:10
So you could imagine, like a ball of light. A golden ball of light is very powerful to be in light. You could put a it's a circle and you could put a little bench in there and you can kind of go in so you consciously know you're moving into this divine space and you could ask your daughter to meet you there and you could talk to her. 

Rich Bennett 41:34
A ball of light. 

Audrey Hope 41:35
Yes. You could also test people if they're you should stay away from them. If they won't go into the light, 

stay away. 

Rich Bennett 41:47
Oh, okay. I I'm sorry. I thought you meant like. 

Audrey Hope 41:51
Imagine. Imagine a ball of light. 

Rich Bennett 41:53
Okay. 

Audrey Hope 41:53
Okay. It is very powerful light. You can imagine a light and you can kind of go in there and then kind of speak to her and say whatever you want to in that ball of light, huh? I mean, I've helped. I'm thinking of one client whose son was using and couldn't get him to stop. And I said, okay, let's let's together when two or more gathered my name right, let's put a ball of light in. Let's ask his soul to move into this light and let him sit in the light because the drugs kind of take you into like an evil place. Let's move him and let him there. And let's kind of work with him in the light. And he it was remarkable how fast he got over. He he just wanted the light. And he's married now and he's doing well. And somehow that exercise we did together really had an effect on her child. So I know that was one time that was remarkable. 

But if you need to talk to your daughter, I would say do it. 

Wendy Beck 43:03
Yeah. I mean, I. I don't really need to at this time. I think I was looking for I just I mean, I I'd have to tell you the stories of the dreams of flying because they are they are more amazing. But yeah, very, you know, infrequent but it has happened. 

Audrey Hope 43:26
Wow, that's beautiful. That's a blessing. 

Wendy Beck 43:31
So it was it was pretty emotional when I woke up. 

Audrey Hope 43:35
Right? Yeah. 

Rich Bennett 43:37
It's probably telling you to start on that other book. 

Audrey Hope 43:40
Hmm. 

Rich Bennett 43:41
Maybe 

just saying. Yeah. 

Audrey Hope 43:46
Nice thinking. 

Rich Bennett 43:49
Audrey. With you've worked with a diverse group of people, from celebrities to CEOs to God only knows what else. How do you tell your approach to meet the unique needs to each individual? 

Audrey Hope 44:06
How do I tell Tailor your. 

Rich Bennett 44:09
Yeah, how do you know your group? 

Audrey Hope 44:11
Because I don't have a system or a set of rules. Okay, I just say, how are you? 

Rich Bennett 44:20
But it's a great way to start it, though. 

Audrey Hope 44:22
I was going off 

or what would you like to happen in your life? What would you like to manifest? You know what? What do you need? What do you want? Right. 

And that usually begins the whole thing. 

Rich Bennett 44:41
Okay. The reason I ask that, because you know. Well, with celebrities and some higher ups, CEOs, some of them just may. 

Audrey Hope 44:51
Oh, yeah, they may feel entitled. 

Rich Bennett 44:56
Yes. Thank you. 

Audrey Hope 45:01
And there goes that down into humbleness. Well, I guess we're all suffering the same right? 

Rich Bennett 45:09
Wow. Yeah. 

Audrey Hope 45:11
It's and you know, how about when the preachers come in and they got their issues with, you know, well, I'm really gay or, you know. 

Rich Bennett 45:20
Yeah. 

Audrey Hope 45:21
The persona versus the real of it. All right. 

Rich Bennett 45:25
Mm hmm. 

Audrey Hope 45:28
So I. A trip. 

Rich Bennett 45:32
Have you written actually, you know, you haven't written any books yet, have you? 

Audrey Hope 45:35
I it's funny. You I'm in the middle of them. I got to get them done. 

Rich Bennett 45:40
A really? 

Audrey Hope 45:41
So in my office right now, they're all like, yeah, it has to be. Yeah. Yeah, it's. It's up. 

Rich Bennett 45:48
Okay. 

Audrey Hope 45:49
My first book is going to be like the, you know, a system, The Spiritual Science of Love. This is the concept and then this is the magnetization to bring it in. So it'll be a full thing of like, easy my New York way, you know, like I'm a New Yorker. So, you know, like, let's get to it. And I've been working on this one for a long time. I teach a class on relationships, which I love, you know. 

Rich Bennett 46:14
Write. 

Audrey Hope 46:14
New ideas and concepts. It's great. And so there's a way to pull it in. There's a way to pull in like this. Your exact equal, right? 

Rich Bennett 46:26
Yeah. 

Audrey Hope 46:28
The man. 

Rich Bennett 46:29
You. 

Audrey Hope 46:29
Should have it. So that's what I want too. So that. Thank you for asking. I got to get on that. 

I've been so busy. I've been developing we're developing some TV shows that we've done, so I've always been pitching shows, but we really have two of them in the works right now, so. 

Rich Bennett 46:49
All right, wait a minute. When do you find time for yourself? 

Audrey Hope 46:53
When you're. 

Rich Bennett 46:53
Constantly busy. 

Audrey Hope 46:55
Yeah. I went to a farm the other day, and that was a trip to hang out with the goats. No. 

Wendy Beck 47:05
I think it's hard to find time for yourself because you're so busy. And then by the time you're. You're done, at the end of the day, you're just so exhausted that it's like me time is sleep. 

Audrey Hope 47:17
So I worked with Gandhi's teacher, right? And she taught me how to move into this joyful place of light. 

Wendy Beck 47:25
Like. 

Audrey Hope 47:27
And to be in the joy. And then I am now clearing all negative energy or all that and all this like raising of the energy through the center of the spine, and it kind of uplifts you. So you can you feel this like radiation of light. So you can do a lot because you're you're kind of living in that divine energy could do more so you don't get tired. You're like, oh. 

Wendy Beck 47:51
Okay. 

Audrey Hope 47:52
You know, and what's happening now in the world, we've got to be careful. We don't let the hopelessness seep into the cells 

because it's a trick of dark forces. You know, the thing about drugs is it does bring in a dark force. 

Rich Bennett 48:07
Yeah. 

Audrey Hope 48:08
Right. 

Wendy Beck 48:10
I think. Yeah. 

Audrey Hope 48:11
Oh, yeah. I hear a voice. Yeah. So I was like, working on, like, demon energy. Like, you have to if you work with drugs. 

Rich Bennett 48:23
Yeah. 

Audrey Hope 48:25
I experiences, like. Well, we don't like you, huh? We're all here. Yeah. Oh, yeah. Some of that stuff. 

Rich Bennett 48:34
Wow. 

Audrey Hope 48:35
And I was lucky because I had other people that were like that, too. Evolved people who would see it too. 

Rich Bennett 48:41
Right. 

Audrey Hope 48:42
You know, and be able to see, like if you were playing around with heroin and some bad drugs, you're. You're pulling in some forces. 

Rich Bennett 48:50
I never even thought about that. 

Audrey Hope 48:51
Oh, yeah. 

Like, like a. 

Wendy Beck 48:55
It's a. 

Rich Bennett 48:55
Very they're like a Ouija. 

Audrey Hope 48:57
Board. 

Wendy Beck 48:57
Yeah. 

Audrey Hope 48:58
I spend and they have like animal eyes. Yeah. So they're like, Oh, we got to take care of this energy. Otherwise what's going to happen? You're just going to be. So I studied that to see how they get in and they get into portals. They they're very tricky and they get into of course they get into drugs, no doubt. Right kind and you know, you gone you got to kind of bring them back and then do some healing. But yeah, I didn't mean to learn about this. Believe me. I'm a girl from Queens. You know, we don't do this shit. 

Yeah, 

it had to be. Well, you know, when people start sitting there and going, Yeah, we're all here and we don't like you, I'm like, Oh, okay, I better learn about this stuff. 

Rich Bennett 49:51
See how you learned about it and look how many people you've helped. 

Audrey Hope 49:55
Yes. 

Rich Bennett 49:56
And as big as pie. 

Audrey Hope 49:57
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah. About how long. 

Wendy Beck 50:01
Have you been doing doing this type of work? 

Audrey Hope 50:04
Over 20 years. Wow. 

Wendy Beck 50:08
How do you how do you prevent what are your what are your techniques for not letting it attach itself to you. 

Audrey Hope 50:16
Oh, do we have it? Because they're going to get me. Okay. They're not getting me. 

Okay. Like fire, Fire through the body. Purple fire through the body. A 

shield to make a shield around you. Also to understand that as we rise up spiritually, the opposite rises. So you're always attacked. You got to know that it doesn't go away. So you have to kind of see your little issues that could get in there and trick you. And if I say they'll come in through the front door, you'll know it. You're Dracula by like coming through the back door. I see you. But then they start coming into relationships. 

Rich Bennett 50:59
Oh, 

sneaking in. 

Audrey Hope 51:03
So the way I, you know, demonology is my thing, too. I was going to do a TV show called The Demon Huntress, but I didn't want to be around this. And. Yeah, yeah, I don't want to be around this energy all the time 

because it's a lot like maybe every once in a while, but all the time. No. 

Rich Bennett 51:21
Yeah. 

Audrey Hope 51:23
But I would scream at these shows, these paranormal shows. You don't understand. It's going to come back. You're not getting it because you. You don't understand it. You don't understand what brings it to a person. The issues, they're like little Achilles heel. And it comes in. So wherever you are weak, it's going to come in. If you feel guilty, there's a little portal. So for me, it tries to there's if you're the light and you want to do light work, you will be attacked. 

Absolutely. Like these attacks that come and think, Oh my God, I got it. They get real spiritual enlightenment. Well, what do you think is going to happen 5 minutes when drive out of here. You're going to want to drink. Don't you know that? Duh. You have to become educated on these forces, 

You understand? Like, Oh, I'm going to stop. And no, you're going to want to drink 5 minutes out. So you have to educate people on like what I call the Venus flytrap. It's always there. You're here. Oh, I went to rehab. The Venus flytrap doesn't care. It's going to get you. You go to it, it's going to get. So there's something on how this works. You cannot think I'm going to go to God and everything is going to be great. Are you kidding me? That's not the memo. The memo is You are the light. Now you're going to start getting attacked 

then? Oh, yeah. I learned the way I learned it. I'm like, Yeah. And then when you really start getting up there, watch out. 

Rich Bennett 53:06
Yeah. 

Audrey Hope 53:07
Because it's coming for you. Because now I'm equipped to watch it. It'll come to family. It'll come through money, It'll come to all sorts of issues. Oh, there you are. You tried to get me here because these forces are tricky. 

So one of help me doing the TV shows is I want to educate people on this so they won't have any problems anymore with this, Right? I mean, once you tell them how it works, it's over. It's serious like a how it goes. And and sometimes it's their call. But in India, they call them boots. The dark forces. They exist. 

Rich Bennett 53:50
Which explains the term you hear all the time, especially when it comes to addiction. Everything about how you have your demons. Oh, yeah, they are actual demons. 

Audrey Hope 53:58
They are. And they tire us out energy that just tries to. If you feel really tired, that's kind of a you felt good, but then you felt tired. That's kind of it. Or you feel really weird. Sometimes you have to monitor what's changed in you, and sometimes it's an energy force. Sometimes you could do it to a music. You know, there are certain cell that will make you psychotic, 

huh? Oh, yeah. So this is a trick of Hitler. He would use. Oh, yeah. You would use certain sounds to brainwash. You know, we studied with like. 

Rich Bennett 54:35
Oh, okay. 

Audrey Hope 54:36
It's tough. Yeah. 

Rich Bennett 54:38
Okay. 

Audrey Hope 54:39
Too hot to brainwash. But if you send certain low vibrational sounds, you could brainwash people. That's why we have sound baths. Sound healing. If you bring up them and you get people to an ohm and a higher sound, you can actually heal them. So they have tricks to say. 

Rich Bennett 55:00
And I, you know, especially being in the military, I never thought about it that way. But there because we've heard about the some of the torture is they'll put you in a room and they'll just take certain music and blast it over and over and over again. 

Audrey Hope 55:20
Wow. 

Rich Bennett 55:21
Yeah. And it will it'll drive you nuts. It'll drive you nuts. You can't sleep. Nothing. It's. Wow. Damn. I never thought it. Mm. 

Audrey Hope 55:32
Oh, yeah. So sound is very important. You could really study this and heal through sound. The ohm is very powerful, and your body tunes like a piano, so, you know. Yeah. The Pythagorean theorem of music. He found out Pythagoras. That certain sounds could put you in a mental institution and certain sounds could heal you. So I'm glad there's a lot of sound baths now. Yeah, I have. 

Wendy Beck 55:58
Done that. It's. It's really cool. 

Rich Bennett 56:02
I like the Tibetan bowls. 

Audrey Hope 56:04
Yes. 

Rich Bennett 56:05
I love them. 

Audrey Hope 56:06
There's a thing about the nervous system when you have trauma, you know, it's a lot of EMDR, a lot of brain spotting, a lot of new trauma healing work, 

neurofeedback that really works on the level of the nervous system. 

Hmm. Because that's part of the healing of the trauma. Mm hmm. How it affects you in the feeling body. 

Wendy Beck 56:34
So how? Yeah, you know, like, how much farther do we have to go to kind of, like, get better healing through these types of things for trauma? I mean, like, what percentage are we like? I know that. Like, you know, I don't know how long EMDR has been around and all of these types of things, But, you know, I feel like there's because, you know, addiction is a brain disease. And and, you know, we haven't even touched on the brain capabilities, you know, fractions of what it can do. Like, how far are we from getting to a place of of true healing through the brain? Like, I mean, I know I'm don't expect you to have that answer, but I feel like we're we're taking bigger strides now than we ever have. Yeah. 

Audrey Hope 57:23
That's true. 

Wendy Beck 57:24
Yeah. 

Audrey Hope 57:26
So I'm studying this through the cycle politically. And what's happening to us in the world. And it's very interesting. It's like when you grow flowers, you grow weeds, you know? Mm. And we still, we've risen up a lot. People talk about the soil now and they didn't. We have evolved, but with it comes a lot of suffering and a lot of pain because we learn through pain and suffering and it's just part of it. So that's what's happening in the world. I just did this video on the Great Awakening. It's to wake us up. It's to wake us up. It's unfortunate that a lot of people have to suffer and die, but it's like the spiral of the evolution. And we have to keep mindful of that. So in answer to your question, we are really evolving, but we really need to help the world to think critically without being sheep. 

We are kind of in that 

gateway now, you know? Yeah, we have to teach people to become their own people, not follow the masses. 

Well, yeah, You know, I once had a teacher say, We'll do it one one person at a time. 

Wendy Beck 58:46
Right? 

Audrey Hope 58:47
Okay. That may be the way of one person at a time. So I'll try that, you know, and then yeah, whatever and that, but that's the goal to enlightened the people because if they're suffering, they'll like an addiction. They're open. 

Okay, I'm suffering. I hit rock bottom. What he got for me. 

Wendy Beck 59:10
Right. 

Audrey Hope 59:10
Now, I that. 

Wendy Beck 59:11
I guess. 

Audrey Hope 59:13
I'm famous. And you know if you look at it also there's a door opening with pain. Mm. 

Wendy Beck 59:21
And that's what I like that there's a door opening with pain because. Yeah. Yeah. That, that says that. So that everything I mean I feel, you know, it's one of these topics that we touched on today, like there's so much deeper dive into. So we kind of went from one thing to the other. But I think, you know, the, the main focus is that 

the energy piece. 

Audrey Hope 59:47
Yeah 

well it's a very and it's a lot, you know, and I have a manager and agent. They always say, well, Audrey is a lot like her. It's a lot. 

Wendy Beck 59:59
Well that's all out there. 

Audrey Hope 1:00:02
Yeah. I things in one category at a time. Like I'll do PR for relationships, I'll do it right. But it is a lot, but it also is not because it's about 

we have to heal. 

Rich Bennett 1:00:18
All coincides to one. 

Audrey Hope 1:00:20
To the level of the soul. Like we have to have a new way of healing. We can't just do it the old way anymore. 

Wendy Beck 1:00:27
Well, the other day was suppressing it and we I think we've gotten past that because we've made so many leaps and bounds in like the LG. 

Audrey Hope 1:00:36
Yes. 

Wendy Beck 1:00:37
Whatever. Sorry, My brain, just like for. 

Rich Bennett 1:00:40
The LGBTQ. 

Audrey Hope 1:00:42
Community really. 

Wendy Beck 1:00:43
And just with trauma. And and I think COVID has brought a lot of that out. And also, you know, just what social media is doing to our kids. Oh, well, like, that's like a whole nother if you want to talk about like, the demons, like that's bringing that in, that's a whole portal right there. 

Audrey Hope 1:01:03
Yeah. 

Wendy Beck 1:01:03
I can't even begin to tell you when you watch these kids with the electronics and how it's affecting their brain. Yeah. So, like, that's, like, the whole, like, thing. And I don't. I don't know how to fix it, but I. 

Rich Bennett 1:01:20
Audrey's up to something very important. Okay. Tell everybody your website and how they can get in touch with you. 

Audrey Hope 1:01:26
Audrey Hope dot com or on my Instagram at the Audrey Hope and my YouTube channel which is I've had forever is Audrey Hope now. 

Rich Bennett 1:01:37
Which you have some excellent videos on there by the way. 

Audrey Hope 1:01:40
Thank you. And yeah, I put everything on the website I, I have a lot but it's you're. 

Rich Bennett 1:01:50
Going to have one it says book. 

Audrey Hope 1:01:52
I'm going to give it all away like you. I'm going to give it all away. I'm like, you. 

Rich Bennett 1:01:59
You have to get this book done. 

Audrey Hope 1:02:01
Yeah, I have to get it right. 

Rich Bennett 1:02:03
Yeah, yeah. Get them done. They will. They'll be up on your website for actually. 

Wendy Beck 1:02:09
Out and for your Instagram. What is it called again. 

Audrey Hope 1:02:12
At the Audrey Hope. 

Wendy Beck 1:02:14
Okay. 

Rich Bennett 1:02:17
You know it. You had some boys, right? 

Wendy Beck 1:02:19
Yes, I am. 

Rich Bennett 1:02:20
Okay. I'll just just check and see. She gives me a hard time so I can give her a hard time, you know? So, Audrey, something I like to ask everybody, because you've been, you know, so many, you can't even put a number on it. But you've been through several interviews. A ton of people have talked to you. Is there anything that a host has never asked you that you wish they would have asked you? And if so, what would be that question and what would be your answer? It doesn't even have to do of your job or anything. 

Audrey Hope 1:02:57
What a great question. 

Wow. 

What do I think? Where do I think we're all going? Where we're all going? And we're evolving up. That's where we're going 

and never give up hope. 

Rich Bennett 1:03:16
Yeah. 

Audrey Hope 1:03:17
Let idiot people on social media take away your hope because it's all a trick of that. So I this I keep to the light. Keep your hope and don't let it get into cells 

because we're coming up it's it's you have to see it to heal it. 

Rich Bennett 1:03:36
Yeah. 

Audrey Hope 1:03:38
So we're seeing it It's really crap. Okay. Didn't know there and now I. 

Rich Bennett 1:03:45
Let it in. 

Audrey Hope 1:03:48
I mean, who knew there were so many people who were unevolved. Yeah. Oh. 

Wendy Beck 1:03:55
Yes. 

Audrey Hope 1:03:56
And cruel when you. Well we do now, you know, I mean so. 

Rich Bennett 1:04:04
Wendy, do you have anything? 

Wendy Beck 1:04:07
I know I'd like to hear more about the relationship healing peace at some point, maybe. Maybe we could do a whole thing or not. 

Audrey Hope 1:04:14
That might work. Which is like. Like I have, like, the concepts about relationships that that is needed. 

Wendy Beck 1:04:23
Yes. I think. 

Audrey Hope 1:04:25
You know, and that's a whole thing because that's really my book. And when I teach the class, people go, wow, you know, write stuff. The other person. 

Wendy Beck 1:04:34
Yes, I think that's important. I think we all need to be taught that. I think let's get for algebra and let's bring that in. 

Audrey Hope 1:04:41
Yeah. 

Wendy Beck 1:04:41
Should seriously and honestly I like I journal every morning and you know I one of the things that I really feel I want in my life is good relationships and how to get there and how to heal them. Because when you have broken relationships there's a piece of you that's just never Yes. Never going to have that complete joy. And I'm not saying that you're I'm not talking about every single person I encounter, but the ones that are meaningful, the ones that you know, you've invested in and they mean everything to you. And and a lot of times, you know, even if it's just like one person figuring out how to make the relationship start to get better, we just we need to know how to do that. 

Audrey Hope 1:05:31
Yes. Yeah, absolutely. Everybody wants what you just said. 

Rich Bennett 1:05:36
Audrey, thank you so much. 

Audrey Hope 1:05:39
I just I thank you both. And they thank you for what you're both doing in the world. Oh, it is. And so keep up the good work. 

Rich Bennett 1:05:50
Thank you. 

Audrey Hope 1:05:51
You too. Thank you so much. 

Wendy Beck 1:05:53
Thank you.